Perpetual college student here, not much to report at the moment. I feel like I’m going to be in school forever, and standing still is not something I do well… at all. I need to start making moves, before I drive myself insane with the monotony. Problem is, I don’t know in what direction to move. School, while I love to learn, isn’t opening my eyes to some path like they all said it would in high school. Work is very cool… some days. Sometimes I feel like a little piece that makes this crazy machine churn, other days… I’d love to tell people to go print their own shit. I feel like I’m on a ledge, and my life is waiting… over there. But nothing I’m doing is pushing me off, and I don’t know how to change the balance. So lets get moving! Or rolling, or falling, or something…
Bit of an update:
This last week has been insane. I’ve nearly had a mental breakdown in the middle of Econ, written a short play, decided on a course of action for school, and am suddenly surrounded by ex’s. Everything seems to have decided to come to a head within days of each other. But that’s ok, I can handle it, as long as I’ve got a plan. Plans.
